Instagram<\/span><\/a><\/li><\/ul>\n\n\n\nOut of the blue,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
you’ve always been You.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Here’s a re-source of clouds to see what makes you\u2014<\/p>\n\n\n\n
You<\/p>\n\n\n\n
~<\/p>\n\n\n\n
The best way to not be still and quiet is to try not to be still and quiet.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Is it quiet before I try to make it quiet?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
It\u2019s totally quiet before I try to make it quiet.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Stillness is still whether the mind is still or not.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
~<\/p>\n\n\n\n
The energy of thought,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
when you\u2019re really listening,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
you can actually feel a thought trying to arise before it actually turns into a thought.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Cause thought after all is just energy.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
~<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Throughout our life we get an endless amount of opportunities to experience what is as it is,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
before any story about It.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
And no matter what it is, when it is as It is,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
it\u2019s not a problem.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Until the mind talks to itself about any event.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
~<\/p>\n\n\n\n
A thunderbolt strikes out of the blue,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Here comes the jolt of Pikachu!<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Gotta catch ’em all I like Pikachu too,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
But I want what’s real and true,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
So I choose you!<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Gee I wonder then what makes you\u2014<\/p>\n\n\n\n
You \u26a1<\/p>\n\n\n\n
~<\/p>\n\n\n\n
To start to be disturbed is when we start to look underneath the veil of things.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
You start to engage in deep forms of spirituality,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
spirituality that really aims at waking You up.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
~<\/p>\n\n\n\n
So this unconditioned state of consciousness is something easy to miss because there\u2019s no real content to it.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
There\u2019s nothing to grab hold of and yet there It is.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
It\u2019s listening, it\u2019s just watching.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
It\u2019s not commentating.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
~<\/p>\n\n\n\n
There is something that begins to express itself through your humanness.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
When it\u2019s no longer being confined, compressed, held down by the mind\u2019s ideas, by the world of delusion.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Have you ever felt like there\u2019s something within you That wants to come out?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
~<\/p>\n\n\n\n
In that unconditioned consciousness,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
there\u2019s no commentator,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
there\u2019s no interpreter of the moment.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
And that\u2019s the first foretaste of our true state,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
our true nature in That unconditioned state.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
~<\/p>\n\n\n\n
The spiritual awakening is to know directly, experientially know what we are.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
When you know what you are, you know what your neighbor is, you know what the person across the street is.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
When you know what-you-are, you know what everyone was no matter how far back in time you go.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
~<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Awareness is effortlessly functioning right now.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
If you want to become less aware than you are right now, you wanna know how to do it?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Just try to become less aware.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
~<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Everybody would be well served,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
no matter if it looks dualistic, nondualistic, direct path, gradual path,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
whatever it is,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
getting in touch with what inspires you.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Getting in touch with something deeper than the mind, getting in touch with that inspiration, with That heart.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
~<\/p>\n\n\n\n
When you stop you\u2019ll see yourself everywhere.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
That\u2019s the spiritual awakening,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
that\u2019s the awakening,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
to see yourself everywhere.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Not your ego-self, not your personality-self, not that.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
But the essence of You.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
~<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Feel It.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Let that start to become at least part of your guidance, certainly your motivation.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
That is its own discipline, that\u2019s true discipline.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
The discipline of paying attention enough so you\u2019re living an inspired life.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
~<\/p>\n\n\n\n
It\u2019s a great teaching to be in the now but it\u2019s not great if we misunderstand what\u2019s being talked about.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
As if the now is something between the past and before the future in this moment that I hold onto.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
It\u2019s not something we hold onto or try to be in, it\u2019s something we let go.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
~<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Part of this journey is the willingness to be really honest with oneself.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I\u2019m not talking to the ego that it needs to do something or doesn\u2019t need to do something.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I\u2019m speaking to any sense of a separate self.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Spirit is speaking to spirit here.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Reality is speaking to Reality.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
~<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Is it not true that awareness is already present, fully functional before you even try to improve upon it?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Stillness is already here before I seek it.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Peace is already here before I look for it.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
And Awareness is already fully present before I try to be aware.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
~<\/p>\n\n\n\n
And mysteriously,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
when there\u2019s nothing in you that\u2019s trying to succeed anymore,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
all there is,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
is the success of it.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
All there is,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
is your own nature,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
spirit awake to itself shining forth all the time.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
~<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Is it not true that before you even try to become quiet,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
is quietness already present?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
What about stillness that we already seek in meditation,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
is it not true that stillness is already present?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
And you just be quiet and listen.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
And You sense stillness is already present.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
~<\/p>\n\n\n\n
How is it that I unenlighten myself moment-to-moment?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
That\u2019s the Real question, not some<\/p>\n\n\n\n
“How do I sustain some awakening experience that I had at some point in time?”<\/p>\n\n\n\n
That question is not a useful question.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
It\u2019s a common question, but it\u2019s not useful.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
~<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Enlightenment is natural, that\u2019s why they call it the natural state.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
And everybody goes, \u201cHow do I get to the natural state?!\u201d It\u2019s like someone saying, \u201cHow do I relax?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Whatever you’re doing, don\u2019t do that anymore, that\u2019s how you relax\u2014<\/p>\n\n\n\n
including trying to relax.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
~<\/p>\n\n\n\n
The idea is not to get rid of an egoic ‘me’,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
the idea is not to be suckered in by it.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
As long as you\u2019re trying to get rid of it, you\u2019re trapped by it.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
The only thing that tries to get rid of a me is a me.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Unconditioned consciousness, it could care less.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
~<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ideas themselves are totally foreign to this unconditioned state.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ideas can arise from it,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
just like ideas can arise from the egoic ‘me’ conditioned state.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
So ideas can actually arise from the unconditioned state,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
the difference is they\u2019ll never be believed to be the Truth.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
~<\/p>\n\n\n\n
So this game of illusion is very magical.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
If you understand this game,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
if you\u2019re willing to understand this game,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
if you\u2019re willing to see it,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
cause it\u2019s seeing the nature of illusion that stops you.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
The best way to get trapped by illusion is to try to escape it.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
~<\/p>\n\n\n\n
As long as you’re running toward something and away from something,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
the game of illusion continues.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
The game of illusion doesn\u2019t care what you\u2019re seeking.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
It doesn\u2019t care if you\u2019re seeking a million dollars, great recognition, to be loved,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
or to be enlightened.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
~<\/p>\n\n\n\n
The best way to stay trapped in who you imagined yourself to be is always trying to be somebody else different.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Something different, something better.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Maybe it\u2019s more spiritual, more enlightened.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Maybe it\u2019s actually less spiritual, less enlightened.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
~<\/p>\n\n\n\n
There is no such thing as a true thought.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
There are truer thoughts and less true thoughts,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
some thoughts are really untrue and some are slightly untrue.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
But no thought can encompass the totality of our true nature.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Therefore we cannot comprehend our true nature into thought.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
~<\/p>\n\n\n\n
If you ask yourself, \u201cHow is it that I\u2019m unenlightening myself right now?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
There\u2019s no future to that is there?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
It brings you back to your own authority.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Which means you can look for yourself.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
At any moment.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
And start to see how you unenlighten yourself.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
~<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Right action becomes much clearer when you realize that to function from wholeness,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
we can\u2019t be functioning from a place of self-interest.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
When we function from a place of self-interest,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
we\u2019re functioning from a place of self-division.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
We\u2019re functioning from ego.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
~<\/p>\n\n\n\n
If you really look at the nature of your own Self,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
it will bring you into stillness cause you\u2019ll realize you get simple enough you can see that almost everything you think you know about yourself,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
is contained in thought.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
It\u2019s just thought.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
~<\/p>\n\n\n\n
The first thought is always ‘me’,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
and then the ‘me’ talks to itself about its relationship with the moment.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
So it\u2019s like an imaginary character having an imaginary relationship with what is,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
which is called suffering or what sages and sages have called the dream state.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
~<\/p>\n\n\n\n
If you do a little experiment and notice what disappears when you stop thinking for 5 seconds.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Just for 5 seconds, you\u2019re looking into the real nature of your Self.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
What am I without referring to a thought to tell me who I am?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Well, it all disappears, does it not?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
~<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Almost every human being you meet has the \u2018I\u2019, which belongs to our existence, completely mixed up with their \u2018me\u2019.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I believe this. No, your me believes that.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I think this. No, your me thinks that.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I wants. No, your me wants.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I is happy, I doesn\u2019t want.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Me always wants.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
~<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Plants desire sun and rain and soil.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
When they don\u2019t get what they desire, they die, they wither away and that\u2019s it.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
So life in many ways runs on desire,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
not on egoic desire,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
but Life\u2019s desire.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
~<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Even biologically we\u2019re hooked up so that when we move from wholeness or truth,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
it feels good in our organism.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
To be Whole feels good.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
~<\/p>\n\n\n\n
What is this \u2018I\u2019?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
The \u2018I\u2019 is not the \u2018me\u2019,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
the true \u2018I\u2019 is what is watching the \u2018me\u2019.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
The true \u2018I\u2019 has no form, no shape, no color, no smell, no taste.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
The true \u2018I\u2019 is all transcendent consciousness.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
It\u2019s not your \u2018I\u2019 or my \u2018I\u2019,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
it\u2019s thee \u2018I\u2019.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I am that I am.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
~<\/p>\n\n\n\n
If we\u2019re functioning from a nonegoic place, what is life desiring right now?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
What is life wanting right now?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Where is life moving right now?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
And then you see it,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
you feel it,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
you put yourself in harmony with it.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
And when you do you,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Life gets magical.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
~<\/p>\n\n\n\n
When your \u2018I\u2019s are truly open, you know the expressions may differ.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Some are big, some are small,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
some are noticed, some are unnoticed,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
some have immense impact, some have less impact,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
but the essence is exactly the same.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
~<\/p>\n\n\n\n
There is stillness amidst the chatter.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
There is silence amidst the noise.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
It has no form to it.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
It has no idea to it.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
It\u2019s just a subtle, sometimes strong, but a sense of presence.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
It\u2019s just there.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
~<\/p>\n\n\n\n
When you look inside and you don\u2019t find yourself, that itself is the finding.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
You have found what-you-are, when you look in and don\u2019t find.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
You have found your own self-luminous quality,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
infinite consciousness,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Spirit.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
~<\/p>\n\n\n\n
It\u2019s totally natural for you to perceive All is one, that\u2019s what’s natural.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Everything else isn\u2019t so natural, it feels natural because it\u2019s common.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
At some point, you realize in retrospect how much effort it took you to continually perceive division.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
~<\/p>\n\n\n\n
A good indication that you have stumbled upon the beautiful truth is that inside you you have become a lover of what is.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
A lover of what is-ness, no longer a lover of what could be.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
What could be stops interesting you as soon as you find your true nature.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
~<\/p>\n\n\n\n
It sounds simple until you find the truth really is a lover of what is.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
What is could be rotten.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
What is could be sickness.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Old age, death, decay, being cold, being hungry, being disagreed with,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
but still the true lover is a lover of what is.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
~<\/p>\n\n\n\n
In the actual instant of what is,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
without referring to thought,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
there is no commentary,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
there is no commentator.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
In that perception, you begin to see through your own experience for yourself that there isn\u2019t a problem.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
There can\u2019t be a problem unless the mind is believed.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
~<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Without referring to a thought…<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Are you a man? Are you a woman?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Are you a human being?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Are you good? Are you bad?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Are you indifferent?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Are you worthy? Are you unworthy?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Do you have to think about it?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Or does all that disappear if you\u2019re not thinking about It?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
~<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Looking within doesn\u2019t mean see if you can find yourself,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
or something called the Truth, or the Divine, or God as if you were looking around inside for something.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Looking within means something more like stop.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Stop at the boundary between looking in and looking outside.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
~<\/p>\n\n\n\n
When you understand looking within doesn\u2019t mean looking into your inner environment.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
There\u2019s a time and a place for that of course and a usefulness for that.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
But that\u2019s not where we\u2019re gonna find the Truth of what we are.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
~<\/p>\n\n\n\n
The most significant thing about stillness isn\u2019t that there’s just the experience kinesthetically and psychologically.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
The most amazing thing about stillness is you lose your whole self.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
The whole identity is only in thought.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Your worldview is just thought.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
~<\/p>\n\n\n\n
With anything that\u2019s happening,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
the ‘me’ or the ‘I’ is constantly commenting on what it is.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Is it good? Is it bad?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Do I agree? Do I disagree?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
How do I attain that? How do I get rid of that?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Right up to I am enlightened to I am not enlightened.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
~<\/p>\n\n\n\n
It\u2019s only through the mind talking to itself about what is happening,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
or what has happened,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
or what may happen that causes this psychological phenomena called suffering or stress.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
~<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Awakening isn\u2019t about a better version of \u2018me\u2019.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
It’s the great relief of realizing that essentially you\u2019re not defined by \u2018me\u2019,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
or an ego, or an exterior, or by<\/p>\n\n\n\n
anything.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
~<\/p>\n\n\n\n
There\u2019s always the next thing that\u2019s happening.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Sometimes the next thing your mind says is good or not good.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Either way, none of the thoughts about what\u2019s happening have any truth to them whether they\u2019re positive or negative.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
What\u2019s happening is just,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
what\u2019s happening.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
~<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Looking within means don\u2019t look outside.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
And it also means don\u2019t look inside.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
You always find something when you look inside.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
You\u2019ll find a thought, you\u2019ll find a feeling.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
To look within actually means to stop looking without.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
~<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Stop right in that boundary between inside and outside.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
So you\u2019re not searching for something on the outside and not searching for something on the inside.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
As soon as you stop at the boundary, then inside and outside stop making sense.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
That\u2019s what looking within really means.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
~<\/p>\n\n\n\n
It is very telling what we think as news.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
What is worthy to communicate to the populace,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
are the absolute worse things that happened today.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
It\u2019s very telling.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
It\u2019s very indicative of how egos bond.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
~<\/p>\n\n\n\n
You realize everybody\u2019s bonding in pain,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
in some sort of trauma, or a bad story, or working something through, that\u2019s what brings people close.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
And the more awake we get, those same events aren\u2019t what bring us close.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
~<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Egoic consciousness,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
it\u2019s held together through a certain sort of conflict and mutual suffering.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Now what happens when we start to wake up from that?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
When we start to realize that is not who and what I am.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
That\u2019s not who and what you are.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
That\u2019s not who and what we are.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
~<\/p>\n\n\n\n
We all want to feel better, we\u2019re hooked up that way.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
But when it\u2019s no longer the sole driving force, when this other thing comes into our consciousness, it\u2019s that impulse towards what\u2019s true\u2014what\u2019s Real.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
That\u2019s a different impulse you see?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
~<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Let me look right now.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
That thought, is that thought true, is it real?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
This is who I become when I believe this thought.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
And it\u2019s innocent, there\u2019s no blame in it, it just happens.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
And the seeing of it,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
is the acceptance of It.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
And you\u2019re back in harmony.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
~<\/p>\n\n\n\n
One of the disconnects in the mind when you really see,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cBut everybody\u2019s awake, why are they pretending?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Everything is awake.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Everything was awake from the very beginning<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cBut why is the world pretending to be asleep?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
~<\/p>\n\n\n\n
We’re taught be this way, be that way, stop doing that, do this\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
We’re taught all that stuff but we’re not really taught of like,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
“Gee, maybe you could treat yourself a little nicer.”<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Maybe you could start there.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
What would that even mean to be kinder to oneself?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
~<\/p>\n\n\n\n
If we\u2019re not at peace right now,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
if we don\u2019t recognize peace right now,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
we aren\u2019t going to get at peace tomorrow.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
When we realize peace now, then the next moment looks like peace.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
And the next moment.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
~<\/p>\n\n\n\n
When you really want to know what\u2019s true,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
you may have to go through things that don\u2019t make you feel good.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
When that becomes our orientation,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
when what\u2019s Real becomes our orientation,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
then our relationship with our whole existence starts to shift.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
~<\/p>\n\n\n\n
The most important thing that\u2019s often missing in a lot of activism,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
no matter which point of view we\u2019re coming from,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
is first we got to come to grips with our own inner division.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
~<\/p>\n\n\n\n
That which feels threatened is just an illusion.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
What to do in the face of that?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Relax.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
There\u2019s no necessity to fight It.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Although you will instinctively fight it or resist.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
There\u2019s no need to resist the resistance.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
~<\/p>\n\n\n\n
The being-ness that is flowing in through their humanity,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
their humanness,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
it\u2019s this sort of beauty.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
It often starts as moments of wonder or awe.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
You know it\u2019s looking up at the night sky and realizing that really You don\u2019t know anything about it at all.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
~<\/p>\n\n\n\n
We find that at That stopping place.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Not outside.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Not inside.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
And when we stop at that perceived boundary, there\u2019s not really in and out.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
If the direction was most concise, it would just be don\u2019t look outside, don\u2019t look inside.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Don\u2019t look.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
~<\/p>\n\n\n\n
All is so well, you couldn\u2019t imagine how well it actually is.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
The more terrified your egoic \u2018me\u2019 is,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
the more well it actually Is.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Let go of trying to make it go in any way.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Let go of controlling it.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Cause that\u2019s where the piece that surpasses all understanding Is.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
~<\/p>\n\n\n\n
It feels like when you get tired of it you\u2019re doing something wrong or you\u2019re not getting it right.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
But actually, getting tired of it is often what allows the letting go of it to happen.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
All is well, just remember that.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Especially when it\u2019s Not.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
~<\/p>\n\n\n\n
We act from a place of peace, which is a place of nondivision.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
We respond to life from that place, we move from that place, and we\u2019re motivated from that place.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
It doesn\u2019t mean You just sit on your couch going,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cI\u2019m at peace.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
That\u2019s a false peace.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
~<\/p>\n\n\n\n
To be loving isn\u2019t to be perfect, it\u2019s to be connected.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
It\u2019s to be residing in the humble heart, okay with your imperfections as well as others.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Not being arrogantly attached to perfection and not dismissing your own responsibility.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
~<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Your mind knows you better than you know You.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
It’s constantly on a fishing expedition to hook.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
It knows exactly what idea to drop into consciousness that the mind bites on and says,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cYeah, that\u2019s what I need in order to awaken.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
That\u2019s the seduction, that’s the dance of Maya.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
~<\/p>\n\n\n\n
If you\u2019re pushing to have some spiritual breakthrough, it really gets in the way of the breakthrough.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Reality has to exist in every single moment.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
So if we\u2019re pushing for something to happen in some other moment, we\u2019re not actually exploring the nature of the current moment.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
~<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Just dip for a moment underneath<\/p>\n\n\n\n
the evaluations of being,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
the judgments of being,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
the ideas of being,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
and it doesn\u2019t take much attention, a moment really, to connect with the sense of you<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Being this extraordinary conscious mystery.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
~<\/p>\n\n\n\n
There is this sort of fundamental or irreducible quality of being.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
What does that mean?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
It sort of can sound complex, but it\u2019s actually really simple.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Just the irreducible quality of being, that immediate sense, and feel,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
of existing\u2014<\/p>\n\n\n\n
or just Being.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
~<\/p>\n\n\n\n
A really good ritual connects you with some deep dimension of being.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
If you just do a ritual in a mechanical way, it doesn\u2019t connect you because we\u2019re not really bringing the kind of intimacy into the moment.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
~<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Just play for just a moment.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Imagine the direct realization, shattering so big that it couldn\u2019t be gotten rid of, that nothing\u2019s wrong.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Just start there.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Okay now with that realization, try to suffer.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Try not to love now.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
~<\/p>\n\n\n\n
At that boundary,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
there\u2019s the collapse of what should and shouldn\u2019t be.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Who I think I am.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Who I imagine myself to be.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
What the world is.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
What I think about you and others.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
~<\/p>\n\n\n\n
It\u2019s often when you\u2019re pushed up against a wall.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Sickness, death of a loved one, threat of your own death\u2014<\/p>\n\n\n\n
something that pushes you so hard That something in you has to let go of control.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
And all of a sudden, some great transformation.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
~<\/p>\n\n\n\n
That moment of that recognition,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
that right in this world of form in your humanness, male or female, whatever it may be,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
there is simultaneously the recognition of a light of being that\u2019s neither man nor woman.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
It\u2019s the recognition of the essence of All of us.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
~<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Most of the way human beings bond is through trauma, problems, and drama.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
“Tell me what\u2019s rotten?”<\/p>\n\n\n\n
“Tell me what you\u2019re afraid of?”<\/p>\n\n\n\n
“Tell me what\u2019s the worst thing that happened to you?”<\/p>\n\n\n\n
It\u2019s the whole way that egos ultimately bond through pain.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
~<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Falling back through loneliness is part of its trajectory.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
But you fall through that too.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
So really you are falling through back to the source of your longing.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Cause even the longing itself is nirvana.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
If you really are falling into It, it\u2019s rich right from the beginning.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
~<\/p>\n\n\n\n
That push-pull between awakening and that part that feels like,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cI won\u2019t actually know how to relate. Maybe people won\u2019t understand me. Maybe they won\u2019t even like me.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
That underlying deep fear of egoic consciousness,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
it\u2019s very tribal against not being part of the tribe.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
~<\/p>\n\n\n\n
To be not in Truth will feel more and more toxic to your system.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Not that it becomes more toxic, it’s because you\u2019re more conscious.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
And that doesn\u2019t feel good, but it gets attention doesn\u2019t it?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
~<\/p>\n\n\n\n
If we\u2019re meditating and we\u2019re just trying to do it correctly, treating it like some sort of skill we\u2019re supposed to master, then we won\u2019t feel a connection.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Even if you get good at the skill, you will often miss the vital sense of deep and profound connection.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
~<\/p>\n\n\n\n
There’s an ease in you that\u2019s always and already present.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
It’s not an ease that you need to create, or maintain, or manufacture.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
There is something about true nature that is actually quite an effortless effort.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
~<\/p>\n\n\n\n
The funny thing is your formless nature also has its own impulse and its impulse is towards embodiment, its nature to get embodied in form.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
You’re trying to get out and Its nature is trying to get in.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
True nature\u2019s perspective is:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Let\u2019s see how embodied I can become.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
~<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Re: Cognize to Recognize<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Our true nature is always present.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
The only thing that comes and goes is our re-cognition of it.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
The mind cannot know it but It knows the mind.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
~<\/p>\n\n\n\n
What could be is just a painful dream.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
It\u2019s what we do when we\u2019re completely asleep at the wheel and already dead.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Most people are already dead, or half alive.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
What a gift we find that this Self-luminous, this awake presence is a lover of what is.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
It loves what is.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
~<\/p>\n\n\n\n
The best way to get trapped is to think about ways to not be trapped.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
And the most perfect way to be trapped is to be convinced you know the way out.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
That is high illusion, that\u2019s like Einstein illusion.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
So the best way to stay trapped is to try to get away.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
~<\/p>\n\n\n\n
It\u2019s just ego, it\u2019s just a state of mind.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
See it as if it was somebody else\u2019s as if it was the person next to you.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
And you were looking at their ego.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Start to see it more impersonally.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Stop seeing ego as something that\u2019s yours,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
something that defines You.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
~<\/p>\n\n\n\n
The first layer Of emptiness, not emptiness from the ego\u2019s perspective.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Cause when the ego experiences emptiness it\u2019s very depressing.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
But this is emptiness not seen from the ego\u2019s perspective,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
it\u2019s from the perspective of our innermost being.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cEmpty\u2026 Oh!\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
~<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Your heart just beats.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Thoughts just think.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nobody\u2019s doing any of it.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Your system becomes more accustomed.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Literally, your body and mind become more accustomed to living in what\u2019s true\u2014<\/p>\n\n\n\n
in that space Of gratitude, happiness, and peace.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
~<\/p>\n\n\n\n
We can do the best possible work\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
to care for the sick, feed the needy, save the environment, plant trees, stop burning so much fuel, and all these things…<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Yet if we are being involved in our concern\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
often we\u2019ll notice we\u2019re doing It from a divided state.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
~<\/p>\n\n\n\n
At that boundary,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
you notice if You actually stop right at the boundary between outside and inside,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
it\u2019s totally still.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
There\u2019s no conceptualizing happening there.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
There\u2019s no distortion.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
And it\u2019s right there where our own being can reveal itself.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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